You have so much potential, because you are created by God, and you have so much power inside of you.  That power is always waiting to come out, and it can be used for good or bad; but only when you use it for good are you going to be truly happy.

So, you have to believe in happiness, you have to believe in the world, in yourself, in people, in Love!!  Because God is Love, and he gives us eternal life!  Believe in eternal life!  And then you will grow into the best version of you, the one that, if you saw her, would make your jaw drop because she is so strong, confident, intelligent, kind, caring, respectful, funny, charitable, loving, loved by everyone who meets her and talks to her, full of life and character, trustworthy, graceful, she dreams the biggest dreams and has great plans for herself and those who she inspires and helps to become big dreamers like her.